First of all, with the wedding - July is so close! And yet so far, some days. So much to do! And yet, really not that much lol. A little divided on that one from day to day :)
Secondly with school, it's only the fourth week and I already feel behind. I am taking US government, a psych class, microbiology & pathology, yoga and anatomy & phys 2. Which is actually a pretty decent load-not too heavy, not too light. And yet I'm totally not on the ball! Shame on me. (Though in my defense, my procrastination is only mostly to blame. Just recovered from a virus that completely knocked me on my ass all of last week.)
Thirdly with life in general. Some days I just want to run up to Chris (the future mister) and hug him and never let go. I'm afraid that a lifetime won't be long enough. Also I sometimes worry that with his line of work and with the unpredictable nature of the world that our life together will be cut short. Is that crazy/morbid or does this cross other people's thoughts too? I suppose it's good to have days like this, though. To really appreciate what you have. At the end of the day you can't stop fate, you can only play with the hand you're dealt and appreciate it for what it is.
So today, to embrace my feelings, I'm going to get cracking on my studying (9 tests/quizzes next week! Yipes!) When Chris wakes up (didn't get home from his shift until 4am!) I am going to give him a huge hug and kiss and tell him how much I love him. I'm going to visit my parents and younger siblings. Unfortunately as far as the wedding goes, nothing can be done there! I'm as organized as I can be and I'll just have to chill. :)
Happy Saturday everyone!
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